Dear all,
this year is getting over and I cannot really believe it. Spiritually speaking, this was the best time of my life. I do not understand how it is possible to be changed so much by God. If I look back I can say nothing but "thank you,Lord". To let God change my heart and mind was not easy at all but somehow I knew that was exactly what I was looking for. Watching God stepping into my daily life was amazing, Since the moment God changed everything I promised Him that whatever I would do,from that moment on,it would be just because of Him and because He wanted me to do that. Reading the book of Acts my mind was opened and I wanted to leave my "comfort zone". I thought so many times what I could do for God,how I could live what I read. I prayed for days, and days passed by and so weeks but after two months God answerd to my prayers: a family came to share their work on mission field and they said that it is so hard to say that there are no many missionaries ready to follow Jesus everywhere . I felt so touched and I felt like God was asking me:- Hey,what would you do for me? Would you go wherever for me?-
I answerd:- No,God. I have nothing. I cannot go.-
After a week I went back home and on that Sunday morning, a brother preached about FAITH. There we go! I did not know where my faith was. When the sermon was over I could not wait to go home and ask God to forgive me for not putting my trust in Him who provides. From that very moment I want to be like Daniel's friends, I want to walk through the fire and not get burnt,not even smelling like burnt!
I understood that I had to believe in God with all of my heart. So the day after I sent a mail to apply as a volunteer oversea. Still waiting for all the details.
Now I can finally say that God taught me how to trust in Him.
I do not know what God wants me to do for the rest of my life but I know for sure He will provide, He cares for me, He knows my fear, what still need to be changed. I know He is with me wherever I go and I can really feel Him walking before and behind me.
Please pray for what I am going to do next. Ask God to show me what He wants me to do.
Thanks.
God bless.
Cinzia.
this year is getting over and I cannot really believe it. Spiritually speaking, this was the best time of my life. I do not understand how it is possible to be changed so much by God. If I look back I can say nothing but "thank you,Lord". To let God change my heart and mind was not easy at all but somehow I knew that was exactly what I was looking for. Watching God stepping into my daily life was amazing, Since the moment God changed everything I promised Him that whatever I would do,from that moment on,it would be just because of Him and because He wanted me to do that. Reading the book of Acts my mind was opened and I wanted to leave my "comfort zone". I thought so many times what I could do for God,how I could live what I read. I prayed for days, and days passed by and so weeks but after two months God answerd to my prayers: a family came to share their work on mission field and they said that it is so hard to say that there are no many missionaries ready to follow Jesus everywhere . I felt so touched and I felt like God was asking me:- Hey,what would you do for me? Would you go wherever for me?-
I answerd:- No,God. I have nothing. I cannot go.-
After a week I went back home and on that Sunday morning, a brother preached about FAITH. There we go! I did not know where my faith was. When the sermon was over I could not wait to go home and ask God to forgive me for not putting my trust in Him who provides. From that very moment I want to be like Daniel's friends, I want to walk through the fire and not get burnt,not even smelling like burnt!
I understood that I had to believe in God with all of my heart. So the day after I sent a mail to apply as a volunteer oversea. Still waiting for all the details.
Now I can finally say that God taught me how to trust in Him.
I do not know what God wants me to do for the rest of my life but I know for sure He will provide, He cares for me, He knows my fear, what still need to be changed. I know He is with me wherever I go and I can really feel Him walking before and behind me.
Please pray for what I am going to do next. Ask God to show me what He wants me to do.
Thanks.
God bless.
Cinzia.
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